I’ve been discussing this with a number of friends/lightworkers and the gauntlet has been thrown down believe me, with respect to our spiritual and emotional work, to become more human, more vulnerable and to really release the major spiritual bypass that we have been in. Current spirituality has been bent and shaped to allow us to override and ignore our emotions.
I had an experience the other day that was very fleeting and momentary, but it was a stark realization of the reality of death and it struck at the core of my being and really frightened the child in me, horrified me, really struck at the inner child’s truly deeply vulnerable place in the heart of me.It made me think of what I didn’t understand when my beloved Grandma, whom we lived with, died suddenly when I was only four years old.
Then I had coffee with a friend yesterday and amazingly, she said she had the identical experience the other day. And it’s not like either of us has not experienced the death of loved ones…her 18 yr old son died tragically 10 years ago. Both of my parents have died within the past five years. She said the flash of reality about what death brought up deep fear.
Is it possible that we are beginning to face what our cultures have distanced us from? Of course we experience the death of others. And our own? What do we imagine? How do we think it will be? What happens when we know that we don’t know? All questions to be asked when we are not doing a spiritual bypass that reassures us.
Along the ongoing Spiral Path of life and consciousness, for me, forgiveness is up. I asked my Higher Self what’s next, and was told that it is time for acknowledging and releasing resentment and bitterness I’ve held against certain people. I recently gave up the conversations in my head where I deal with this stuff, but the energetic pattern remains. I am approaching this as lovingly as I can, since the pattern runs deep in my lineage and my own personal psyche.
So there are these things that are reaching deep into our psyches and shaking loose our defenses. We are being asked to be more human as we evolve. It’s quite amazing actually! What a trip!
Anyone else relate? I would love for you to comment below.
Thank you for being here and for reading this.
As always, I hope you SPARKLE!
Janice Masters, The Shaman Mama
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